tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53268552155448742362011-04-21T16:40:15.053-07:00vivianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13749066576249884726noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5326855215544874236.post-71851244493177872252008-12-06T14:16:00.000-08:002008-12-06T14:19:58.965-08:00I 1st started dancing as a side gig when I realized that I no longer wanted to be in my chosen field.<br />4 years and one more degree later. I am no closer to finding a new path that interests more than stripping. But its noit because im lazy!!! I ve explored any areas that are of slight interest to me. Im a certified personal trainer. Obtained my real estate license. moved to italy. got a degree in business. and I'd still rather take my clothes off for money!!!!<br /><br />What the hell!!!??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5326855215544874236-7185124449317787225?l=vivian-soulsearching.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vivianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13749066576249884726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5326855215544874236.post-56298031125022469292008-12-06T14:06:00.000-08:002008-12-06T14:12:46.828-08:00Im at my wits end. Im seeking the words of strangers in effort to find out what the hell I want to do with myself. with my life. How pathetic is that? Im 30 years old. I'm quite intelligent. have 2 different degrees and I dont want a career using either of them. Im thinking about going back to school for a 3rd degree that I probably wont use but I feel like I'm wasting my life. I have so much energy and hopes. Ive researched so many different aspects and niches to get involved in...nothing interests me!!! HOW CAN THIS BE!!!! we all have a purpose. why am I having such a hard time. Im desperate and would love to hear anyones insight. Ive tried everything...Ive tried being patient and having faith...but the only thing that has changed is my age!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5326855215544874236-5629803112502246929?l=vivian-soulsearching.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vivianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13749066576249884726noreply@blogger.com0