hopeless stripper forever????

I 1st started dancing as a side gig when I realized that I no longer wanted to be in my chosen field.
4 years and one more degree later. I am no closer to finding a new path that interests more than stripping. But its noit because im lazy!!! I ve explored any areas that are of slight interest to me. Im a certified personal trainer. Obtained my real estate license. moved to italy. got a degree in business. and I'd still rather take my clothes off for money!!!!

What the hell!!!??

last resort

Im at my wits end. Im seeking the words of strangers in effort to find out what the hell I want to do with myself. with my life. How pathetic is that? Im 30 years old. I'm quite intelligent. have 2 different degrees and I dont want a career using either of them. Im thinking about going back to school for a 3rd degree that I probably wont use but I feel like I'm wasting my life. I have so much energy and hopes. Ive researched so many different aspects and niches to get involved in...nothing interests me!!! HOW CAN THIS BE!!!! we all have a purpose. why am I having such a hard time. Im desperate and would love to hear anyones insight. Ive tried everything...Ive tried being patient and having faith...but the only thing that has changed is my age!